Well it's been a rough start and I can't help but admit that I feel a little discouraged. I have zero motivation right now. All I want to do is throw in the towel and say 'who cares?'. But then I must remember that I care. I was the one who got to the point where I am unhappy looking in the mirror and I am unhappy with the way I feel. I have no doubt that I will stumble again but I must remember that I started this for a reason. And no matter how much my mind and body crave the sugar, I must remember that the feeling that I am searching for won't come from the immediate consumption of sugar. A very wise person once told me that "if the result is immediate, it is probably not a good thing." That is something that I must remember. I must believe that every day will be worth it in the end because let's be honest, this is a difficult. Eating healthy in a world that revels in excess is difficult. There is no fooling myself that this will not be difficult. However, why does difficult mean is has to be a struggle the whole way? Why can't we find joy in this journey? Because let's be honest, we are all trying to find the solution to happiness and health but we want a lasting, good result. And if that result is immediate, then it probably isn't a good thing.

From the peppy brunette sister, to the beautiful blonde...let's start again.